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Ssamba’s Blog Post 10/18/16
Hello. This is Ssamba. ^^
The weather has completely turned into autumn before I realized it.
I hope you are all doing well.
To be honest, I wasn’t feeling great last week. Both my mind and body went through a rough week…
It’s hard to explain, but I felt like I messed up on a lot of things.
I thought, “I should be more careful”, and I fell deep into thoughts about just how much I had to keep a low profile.
For how much longer do I have to be optimistic…
I’m actually a bit of a pessimistic person.
Rather than arming myself with wishful thinking, I’m just trying my best to not have any negative thoughts.
But there are times when I’m overcome with feelings that I can’t cope with. Stuff like big and small feelings of loss and anxiety.
While I was waiting for my results before undergoing surgery, I wished that everything would be over.
So waiting was both uncomfortable and boring. Because I wanted to go back to living a normal life.
But after my surgery, I felt apathetic.
My body was having a hard time, and my sense of reality was completly messed up at times.
But being able to eat more easily brought about a sense of restabilization.
I don’t know why I’m saying all this…
I think you would all feel uneasy reading this, but I simply wanted to get everything off my chest.
Perhaps because the season is changing my condition seems to fluctuate . In addition to my mood ^^;
I didn’t really notice this when the weather was hot, probably because of the heat huhuh…
Ah. I received a package sometime last Thursday or so.
It was a present from kkk-nim. They had already sent me a gift last time too…
It was a beautiful baby bird lamp and some ginseng. I nearly burst into tears while reading the letter that came with it…
I think it was because I was feeling sensitive.
I thought, “They still remember and love my manhwa”.
My mom also wanted to say that she’s thankful as well! When we saw the lamp, we wondered if it was a baby bird or a chick (t/n: baby chicken) hahah
I’m truly thankful. I’ll eat the ginseng and use the lamp while keeping your sincerity in mind.
But please stop sending me gifts…
That applies to everyone else as well. Do you guys know what it feels like when you can’t say that something is burdensome because you feel sorry…
I’m very thankful but your feelings are more than enough.
I’d love to return the favor with a work of mine, but it hurts since I don’t know if that’s even possible…
As usual, thank you and sorry.
I will see you all again next time. Be careful not to catch a cold~ ^^