I just thought maybe they let you go home because you are sick. can you ask to go see your doctor? I don't want you to get worse.
tell me how bad your head is?
are you very ill?
I need you to see a doctor then. please don't say no. tell me okay?
tell me what you had to eat yesterday?
I promise to figure this out so we don't have to wait long. will you just let me deal with it and you just be my love? we will be together I promise!
you're sorry what?
don't worry I hope to have it for you tomorrow evening.. okay?
I know I want you to have it now so maybe will help to get us through this. but it won't help me. I need you here with me and I am going to do all I can to bring you to our home here. I need you as much as you need me. but you can make love to me with the photo I give to you I hope it makes you happy. okay?
sweet love, why blood in your mind.
I guess it is your lifeline. I hope you are able to see the world differently one day. I hope I make your world a happier place and you never want to feel like dying is the only answer. I love you more today than ever.
I know and I am not going to let that happen. Will you just try to relax today and please get some nutritional food and drink now? I know you are probably not hungry but just a little.
just a little, like a bird? okay? I will be here every second when you come back. you need your strength and food will help to heal you.
Thank you for the majestic image you make me feel like a queen.