I pretend that I can leave a job right away. When in fact, once I know I don't have a chance to receive a severance pay, I am concerned about my salary and income. The impact of this inauthentic way of being is I feel worried, hesitant and uncomfortable to resign. The whole time I've been being and acting this way, what's been missing is an inspiration to create a good system and enthusiastic to work. Standing there, the possibility I am inventing for myself and my life is a possibility of being guarantee of my new salary and give me an opportunity to find my own business.