I pretend that I can leave a job right away. When in fact, once I know I don't have a chance to receive a severance pay, I am concerned about my salary and income. The impact of this inauthentic way of being is I feel worried and hesitant to resign. The whole time I've been being and acting this way, what's been missing is my own inspiration to create a good work and challenge myself. Standing there, the possibility I am inventing for myself and my life is the possibility of being successful at work and a good opportunity to learn and find my own business.