Please, i beg you, if we go togerher deeper than this, and couldn't make it, i couldn't stand for. it will affect my health anyway. i've already told you before that i don't want to get hurt anymore, and there are many reasons you already knew. let me just love you in the way we are now. it make me happier, or you are not? i will keep in touch with you as long as you need. may be some day before i die, i may ask you to come and see you in real.