Believe it or not, there was actually a time when I loved you. A time when you meant the world to me, a time when you were one of the closest people I had in my life, a time when I promised to treasure you, forever. You were the best that I had. And now, you are just a faint memory at the back of my mind, a part of my past. The past that follows me, haunts me and the past that I so desperately want to get rid of. It amazes me how your presence in my life turned from a blessing to a lesson. You showed me that side of people which I thought hadn't existed. You were an example of how selfish, cold and heartless a person could be. One moment you held me close to yourself, promising to stay there forever and then there you were, pushing me away with full force. Blaming me and asking me never to look back. There, you said it, you left. And things were never the same.
To my ex.
Love this song.
=== Lolita's diary ===
~ Lolita ~
Don't say you love me when you don't learn to respect me.
Don't say you only love me when you still flirt with others.
Don't say you love me forever when you still lie to me.
Don't promise, don't swear, and then innocently betray me.
~ Lolita ~