some days I want to be strong
and do not think about her
telling to myself: "hey, she did not contact you in 3 weeks, she hates you, she don't love you Juanma"
but then soon I can see some photo of her on my phone, or on my computer, or I can see some girl who remembers me to Darika, or just to see something that remembers me Isaan, then my tears starts…