Alot running through my mind
Dear Molly,
How are you doing?how is your work?pleasant i hope.how is your grand daughter and nephew doing?hope they are doing great.Am so pleased to hear from you,I like your lovely pictures,you look so beautiful then i like your car interior,i really appreciate your response, your message always unleashed all the feeling inside me and i want you to know that i also believe in constant communication because that is the only mean that we have right now.I want to tell you a lot of things that has been running through my head lately. I just wish you could be sitting next to me and in my arms while i share them with you,but the thought of you alone fills me with anxiety and can't wait but tell you some part of it and keep the remaining to the wonderful first night together,when we will share a lot again. I keep thinking about the future, about life, and what I want out of it. I keep thinking about us and what this relationship means to me. I keep thinking about these things and I realize they go hand in hand. This relationship is my future; it's what I want out of life. I want to grow old with you despite that we have not meet each other but i want you to realize how am feeling about you. I want to experience this intoxicating love forever and ever, and I really think I'm going to get to the peak of it. I want you to pull the covers off me at night and then I have to get even closer, if it's possible, to you to keep warm. I want to laugh like crazy at you when you do stupid stuff. I want you rub lotion all over my body because i laid out in the sun too long. I want you fall asleep every night in my arms. I want you fall asleep on my chest listening to the beat of my heart and know it beats for you, I want you to be the first thing I see when I wake up and the last thing I see when I go to sleep. I want to sit on the beach with you and watch the sun set, and I want all the people who pass us to envy the love that we obviously have for each other. I want to spend all night, and may be the next day, making love to you with an undying passion (sorry to be so blunt). I want you to be hundred years old and still make out with me like a little school girl. I want to sit there talking to you for hours about nothing at all but in the same time everything or may be we won't talk at all and just grin at each other realizing how lucky we are. I want you to bust out laughing when you try to yell at me. I want to lay with you in front of a fire place and keep the heat going long after the fire goes out. I want to take trips with you to places we've never been and experience them together. I want our friends to come over and get totally jealous because they don't share a love like we do.kindly take good care of yourself for me,stay blessed and have a wonderful day.I will be looking forward to hear from you,i love you so much and i will always love you .
Love always,
John