Today was her idea...i am so sad. I want to be myself and hope she sees how much we still in love but I get hurt everyday am not able be normal self anymore. She makes me want to be perfect for her, love only her always, but i don't know how to do...she pull away too far notnegen me me talk or try... I lost my true love over something she misunderstood. I love her always and never give up on her or turn my back on her. But to her I am not important, I feel like i nothing to her... I want marry her have a family together, share all in life no secrets or lies... But maybe she only interested in other now only want me around to hurt me. I do not want think that about her, Nueng is the best person I ever met, we meant to be together I know, I ruined our life its all my fault