This is my first time that l lost someone who was truly mean to me. The grieve can makes me so terribly tired. No one teaches me before about how to get through this pain. l still felt the same still ached, still held back tears, still could not sleep as well any time l was alone. I didn't just lost him, but l lost a part of myself too.
... l still say love. I know what would he want from me, he wants me stay with love and joy instead pain or tears. I will get up and continue to do my best everyday ... l'll stronger than ever!!!
...Miss you my Papa