From: gencecilantonio@hotmail.comTo

From: gencecilantonio@hotmail.com
To: phamthanhtam1920@gmail.com
Subject: MY HEARTBEAT
Date: Sun, 4 Jan 2015 13:42:37 -0800

My darling

How are you doing today, I hope you are fine, to be honest with you I really miss you so much when I am alone at the camp base here every night and even when i am in the office.

I need you to know what has been in my heart, it’s hard to love someone and when you are not loved in return but what is more painful is when you love someone and you never have the courage to tell the person know how you feel, maybe God wants us the meet the wrong people before we finally meet the right person we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Love is when you take away the feelings the passion in a relationship and find out you still care for that person, and something in life is when you meet someone who mean a lot to you then you need to find out in life that it was never meant to be until you just have to let go, when the door of happiness closes, another opens but often times we look so long at the closed door but we don’t look at the one which was just open to us. The best kind of friend this the one you can just be with, never say a word and walk away feeling like it's the best conversation you've ever had. It is true we don’t know what we got until we lose it, but it’s also true that we don’t know what we have been missing until it arrives. Giving someone all your love is not an assurance that they will love you back, don’t expect love in return, just wait until it grows in their heart but if it doesn't be content that it will grew in yours. There are things you will like to hear but you will never hear from the person who you would like to hear it from. But don’t be so deaf not to hear it from the person who says it from their heart.

This is just to let you know that am so deeply in love with you and want to be with you, i love you so much and i want to spend the rest of my life with you, i want to be the one who will always make you smile and always brighten and sharpen your day, hope to see you soon and chat with you, Take good care of yourself and bye for now.

Love always,

Cecil