I’m so much better now. I’m happier, my smiles are brighter, the thoughts are slowly leaving my mind. A few weeks ago, i no longer can take it. I told my cousin and my best friend about my current situation and what I’ve been dealing with. They were both very shocked but stood by my side. They wanted me to get professional help, but I refused. I know it’s a dumb thing to do, but I will never tell my parents about this. I don’t want them to worry, they have enough stress in their life as it is, I don’t need to add on to that. I know it would be the right thing to get help, but I don’t need it, I will get better, and I did.