My dear. My dear Fusun. Forgive me that I couldn't have kept my promise. My dear Fusun. My love, my everything. We are face to face again. I can't keep the promise that I made you at the beginning. I can't stay with you. But I know you'll forgive me. Because you know how to forgive the person you love. I love you more than the world. Remember when we read the book 'Little prince' together and I told you that I'm the fox and you got angry. Yes, I'm the fox. You domesticated me with your love. I couldn't ran away. You teached me how to wait, you teached me love. Fusun, you rebuilt me. I love you more than the world, I love you more than my life. But I..."
But I... am wounded my dear. My power isn't enough for me. I don't have the power to keep you away from me. Yesterday I went out to make you happy, when I flew I broke your wings. I don't know happiness. I understood it when I saw the fear in your eyes. I feel like a worm who's eating the beautiful rose. I'm going far away my dear, where my love doesn't hurt you. Where I can love you without hurting you. You tell me Delibal, too much Delibal is toxic Fusun. Delibal is toxic. You gave me a long love. I'm happy when I'm leaving..."
Be happy too. And forgive me. Even if it's not now, forgive me one day. Uncountable kisses, kisses as many as the stars my dear