I am afraid of you. I am afraid you will go crazy on me again.
I pray you will not have another panic attack from hearing from me.
I have never needed you more than now but you need to get well.
You will need to learn of my phobias. You will never understand them or believe me.
My heart belongs to you. I will never love another, ever, ever, ever.
I do not want you to love me. I will only break your heart. You deserve better.
You deserve a woman to be there with you and to hold you and love you.
I cannot be that woman.