ok. but i hate myself. often. ... i must pay bills now , shower, then go meet my son 14:30 afternoon. out in snow. nice, i long walk to his school. is nice! then hope we go visit friend in evening. old workfriend and his son too! nice. will see . or we just home in the snow. ok talk more other day. must coffe now, and write bills. rent and electricity and internet. just 20 minutes, i post bills in letter, same same. but must before 30 January. but is ok. i Union money today, i hope its lot money! for food too, and son. ok talk later. thanks. you are nice! (heart) (hug)