I deserve to be loved and not treated like I am a liar, cheater , womanizer. I am a good person who helps everyone I know. I would do anything for you but you have to want me too. You turn against everything that I am good at. You say I am have to have luxury all the time but that to is not true. I live over half my life working offshore and there is no luxuries out there. Yes I like to dress nice and I have a beautiful mansion in Houston. I am not ashamed I have a lot of nice things. I worked hard for everything I have. I am proud of my achievements. I am glad I have been blessed by God with good health, intelligence, motivation and a drive to succeed. I know that there is a struggle with our language difference and cultural difference. I love you and your family and culture. I want to help you and your family but you won't let me. I could go out and buy a lot of nice things for you parents like new furniture for there house an AC system for your bedroom and I would shower you with gift if you would let me. I don't know why you resist me at every turn when I just want to be nice to you and make you love me. It seems the harder I try the more you resist me and you look for anything you can yell at me over. I would walk through fire for you. I would jump in front of a bullet for you. I think all day every day about you and how I can win your heart. I hope you will read this and come running to me and love me and never look back again at the little things that were done. Nobody cheated on anybody and we could take this moment to either come together and grow or you can tear is apart. I love you and hope you will choose to spend your life with me. All I want is to honor you and lift you up and be your everything.