please, i beg you, if we go together deeper than this, and couldn't make it i couldn't stand for. it will affect my health. i'd already told you before that i don't want to get hurt anymore, and there are many reasons you already knew and you knew i'm sensitive. let me love you just the way we are now. it makes me happier, or you are not? i will keep in touch with you "as long as you need". may be someday before i die i would ask you to meet to see you in person.