Kiriko i see you to be someone that cannot believe someone just because of your past of thinking maybe the internet is some same stories etc
i am someone that i give my time to people ,but i dont like my time to be wasted after all said and done .....
if i want to have a relationship , i put all my effort in and along the line i dont want all my trust and effort to be wasted just due to last of trust or because of past experience
so you need to make up your mind and have a mind set of goals and what you want Kiriko