I pretend that I can leave a job right away. When in fact I know I don't have a chance to receive a severance pay, I am worry about my salary and income. The impact of this inauthentic way of being is I feel hesitant and bored. The whole time I've been being and acting this way, what's been missing is my inspiration and enthusiastic to work. Standing here, the possibility I am inventing for myself and my life is a possibility of being guarantee of my new salary.