...so...I read your last two messages. I feel confused about what it is that you expect from me. It seems that if i dont act in a certain way you always get either hurt, or angry at me. I'm a very independent person. If I decide to go hiking for the weekend, i just go, i do not clear if first with my friends. They will find out after I return. i dont think this works for you and its something i cant change. You must keep in mind we are 10,000km and 14 hrs apart.
Im tired of upsetting you all the time.