I just thought maybe they let you go home because you are sick. can you ask to go see your doctor? I don't want you to get worse.
tell me how bad your head is?
are you very ill?
I need you to see a doctor then. please don't say no. tell me okay?
tell me what you had to eat yesterday?
I promise to figure this out so we don't have to wait long. will you just let me deal with it and you just be my love? we will be together I promise!
you're sorry what?
don't worry I hope to have it for you tomorrow evening.. okay?
I know I want you to have it now so maybe will help to get us through this. but it won't help me. I need you here with me and I am going to do all I can to bring you to our home here. I need you as much as you need me. but you can make love to me with the photo I give to you I hope it makes you happy. okay?
sweet love, why blood in your mind.
I guess it is your lifeline. I hope you are able to see the world differently one day. I hope I make your world a happier place and you never want to feel like dying is the only answer. I love you more today than ever.
I know and I am not going to let that happen. Will you just try to relax today and please get some nutritional food and drink now? I know you are probably not hungry but just a little.
just a little, like a bird? okay? I will be here every second when you come back. you need your strength and food will help to heal you.